MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Thursday, November 17, 2005~~

yoshie.

sch reopened for lyk 3 wks? Still in holiday mood. Did nth. Nth went in, nth went out. Simply slacking my way thru as usual. Pple ard me making resolutions and aims and goals for tis new term n i still haven found my moltivation to make me wanna do all these. Y? Duno.

Wow. Realized NPS got so many scorpios. And is lyk a string down wan. Mic-13/11. Woofie-14/11. Fish-16/11. YY-16/11. Barney-17/11. TS-18/11. Double wow. Ha. Bought 2 cakes to celebrate for dem on tue. And as USUAl, i got smeared by the cakes. Haiz. Y... Made a whole lot of mess. Hate tt part. Ha.

2day went to buy fish pressie. Glad she lyked it..N also e guessing game. haha..onli few noes. haha..ask ard if u wanna noe. haha. lazy type 0ut. And watched "Just lyk heaven" 2x. haha. Once wif fren, den today wif fish tey all. ha. Ok la.

Hmmz..feelin weird these few days. Been doin weird stuffs too. Duno y. Dun ask me. lolx. Just hope everytink will be fine soon.

Got so many deadlines to meet. So lil' time and so lil' heart to go forth n do it. push me, any1?

" i...wanna fall from e stars n stay into ur arms...i hope u comprehend..."

12:40 AM

~~Tuesday, November 01, 2005~~

aloha! i m back!

long awaited post! after lyk ages! *sweeps off ALL cobwebs*

As far as i cud remb, i was always tinking of bloggin but too lazy to do so.

had the busiest hol ever...practises..outings and chilling wif frenz..haha...been out every single day. Woot. erm..but sorta neglect me family. gotta note tis pt. and do sth abt it tho'. keke.

So its the 1ST day of Sch yea, was excited la. Overall i mean. Uh...i dread for sch to start initially. I dread the lects and practs and tuts, but my classmates sorta made my day gr8! haha.

Went over to NPS clubhse 1st after sch, destress...den went for SAG pract..gosh..shout here shout there..diaoz..no voice sia. After, went to meet NPS pple eat dinner again..reached hm ard 12am.

Today, HAPPY DEEPAVALI every1...keke..

went out today..haiz. but be4 tt, had a heated argument wif my mum. sianz. she said me n sis nv contribute to the family thru'out hols and nv show initiative + still got lotsa bad habits..haiz..nagged me for 2 hrs..den sis cant control shouted at mum..den both went mad. Mum started to do wad i hate MOST of her. She started to hit herself. Suddenly, the moment of me goin mad lyk yrs ago jus flashed to my mind cos i remb i was so mad tt she did tt tt i hit slammed myself against the wall...haiz..sis got mad when she saw tt then she hit herself too..wtf. I was abt to go out le..den such tinks happened. i had to literali pull dem apart and mum threaten suicide..haiz..see? when communication breakdown like for too long, such tinks will happen.

in e end, i spent lyk another 2 hrs tryin to sort the situation out. Haiz..teared lyk quite abit cos it hurts tt i care so much yet they duno and they accused and as if its not bad enuff, they hurt themselves. wad the...nvm..i promised to salvage the situation so we will c ba.

I was supposed to meet a grp of frenz and i was late by den, so i rushed out aft everytink seems calmer. All my mood was gone but i cant PS pple lyk so often le. After we shopped at bugis, den went to suntec ..went to eat NYDC..haha..and saw 2 grps of NPS pple too! lolz...we r EVERYWHERE..lolx..

after meeting dem..somehw tried forgetting wad happen tis morn..it was terror..but its over..

tml's a new day and it WILL be a better 1...

11:44 PM